what do you do when you lose your passion? when all you think about is just doing it to complete it and not have a feel to what you are doing.
I don’t think I’ve lost my love for architecture. I still have the interest in design and buildings. However, it feels like as if there’s a part of me that’s somehow…lost. A part of all the people in my class thats lost.
We realise that, but we don’t know what it is..
Maybe each of us has our own reason. Maybe our reasons are the same. Some of us blame the lost is entirely our own fault. Some of us blame it on the environment and the people thats influencing us. I think its both. I think its my fault and I also think its the environment.
Negative criticism is not similar to constructive criticism and I think its their fault for not being able to tell that apart. Having said that, maybe they have their reason. I just wish I was strong enough to not get affected by what they said.
On our part, we failed to manage our time wisely. We failed to explore the very depths of our soul and our creative mind. We gave up too soon when its only just begun.
I hope during the holidays, I’ll be able to rediscover my passion again. I hope I will be able to feel the same way as I felt when I was in my freshman year in architecture school.
I love architecture. I’m not giving up on it. I’m just lost…and I need to find myself and my passion for it again.
xx,
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